I'm an alien

And I tell myself to keep holding on.

9:45 AM PENGALAMAN MENGAJARKU
JANGAN MUDAH MELUAHKAN ISI HATIKU

Bio had never been so hard
UNTIL WHEN WE REVISED ABOUT NUTRIENTS
ZOMG:/
I swear my brain was about to burst
Thank God it didn't

And Shaila receive a flower
EHEM,I WANT ALSOOOOOOO :D
Nevermind lar, nobody also want to buy for me
tsk,I shall buy it for myself
I KNOW I'M SUCH A LOSER
DON'T NEED TO TELL ME
THANK YOU.

I'm getting flowers for Thursday
But shit, we have PBL/PW
SHIT AH,finish so late
Somemore today got briefing
fuck ah
I SHOULD STOP BEING SO VULGAR EH?

AND I DON'T HAVE TIME TO STUDY ALREADY LAR
HAPPY RIGHT?

[edit/]
As I sit here, staring into the screen,
I been feeling so terrible recently.
Somewhat emotionally unstable, and somewhat insecure.
Don't ask me why, though I know I'm the cause of it.
And I won't tell you.
I wish that you are here for me to talk to
A LONG LONG AND DEEP ONE
And don't say about how I am, or how I feel now,
Because, right, no one knows what exactly I'm going through now
You may say it's easy, but it's not
You may say, we all are going through the same things in school together
All the things that we have to learn etcetc.

And I want to apologise for snapping at classmates,
though You poeple are "open-hearted?"
Yeah, you know, don't take it too hard.
Or blame me on anything, well,
at least, I don't hear anyone blaming me

I wish I could talk to someone now
The one who could read me like a book
And understand;
and do something about it.

And a sudden thought run across my mind;
I've been really difficult these days;
And I've been pushing things,and everyone away.
Insecurity, yes,insecurity.
I know I shouldn't be too hard on myself
Because well, these are, afterall, the things that would come, and go
I know what has caused all these, but me, being me,
Am afraid to admit it.

Yes,I feel like crying now;
I AM already crying inside
But realising that I've got more things to do than weep
And,I have,to go off TO DO MATH D;


someone stab me now

[edit/]
Eh,I think I should be studying now
Cos there's not much time left till the tests, MYEs
And there's Math test tomorrow
OK BYE!

psst:
SAY THANK YOU FOR TELLING YOU ALL THERE'S FREE ICE CREAM TODAY

[edit/]
Eh, I can't study now
BASICALLY BECAUSE I HAVE NO TEXTBOOK WITH ME NOW
AND MY SCIENCE TEXTBOOK IS STOLEN
ggbhrbadbrjrsgnkrgnjfnbis

[edit/]
Ok,fine
I'M HIGHHHHHHHHHHHH
FLYING HIGHHHHHH
Cos,cos,cos

DONT TELL YOU
ahahahhaha
But yeah,thanks ah darling

Now,my mood to study comes back
THANK YOU AH BABEHUNK
Love<3
Even though I didn't actually spill all my problems
But having a little chat with you makes me GAY
HAHA!
Ok,back to studying
I LOVE LOVE <3